let your guardian down, you’re still beautiful: troian bellisario
"I was the youngest daughter, the perfect little girl. My school was a very intense college prep school. So it was about wanting to please my father and mother and wanting to be perfect to everybody. I just thought if I ever expressed to [my parents] any sadness or anger or anything that’s going on with me, they would disown me. I kept a lot of it bottled up inside, and it turned into self-destructive behavior."
"I started self-harming when I was a junior. I would withhold food or withhold going out with my friends, based on how well I did that day in school… I didn’t know what was right and what was wrong, so I think I created this bizarre system of checks and balances to create order in my world. But it really backfired."
"I felt this sadness, and I thought if people really knew what was going on inside me, they wouldn’t want to hang out with me."
attractive people meme - 2 people with incredible bone structure - [1/2] - Troian Bellisario
"I really don’t let myself cry in front of anybody."
— Spencer Hastings